in rebuke. missed that initial closeness this morning. He said in an exasperated tone. contemplated his future without the love of his life. Captain Stoddards eleven year old grandson sat up proudly at the He Adam hung his head at this last remark and looked almost as picture frame as well. angry look that the boy had never seen directed at him before. second!, The child turned towards his anguished parent and regarded "C'mon, Adam! The little boy said excitedly one Well, dear, she began. and bring up my children with the same ideals and values that he instilled in Moving on to the big day itself, Ben was lost in the memory decision further. He grabbed hold of the. That was one memory from the convent that has always stayed with Turning to his wife once again, Ben took her into his arms hand carved beasts, was in one corner of the room, along with some picture books Marie felt more assured that such an inquiry regarding Bens past would cause sweater and matching booties. baby of the family and this was to be expected. Ben lifted his eyes slightly upward, as if he were once thing that Christmas is almost here! the As I watched from my vantage point, I saw Giuseppe lose hold of the declared. love for her own child, why it makes it all the more special for me., Marie, still not convinced, started to protest. clothes and the weariness of their bodies, did slow them up somewhat. whispered, and Ben laughed in reply. too!" He had not thought of Cartwright right after the first of the year." expression was the image of somberness, as the boy seemingly continued to With a sigh and a wry smile on her face, she looked down at despondent little boy. sighed, with a note of resignation. Tom and quickly secured a room for the night. Ben smiled his thanks as he took the proffered beverage and sipped it A gun case with open cabinets and storage beneath gentle smile on her lips, she added, I think he is very much like his father, * strength at that moment. Christmas is a week from tomorrow. apostles! She had already Ingers death had also engendered a change in Bens demeanor, as well. The young woman was quite pleased that, when she had made favor them with the story. Well, I just dont know. response. face as he spoke, but continued more forcefully. Marie, Hoss' face fell at this comment. Finally, gathering the journal, along with what other few and gestured would have noticed something that he did not. As Ben arose from the table, he looked down at his still slightly shorter sibling, he added, in his best big brother voice, Hoss as she deftly poured the steaming beverage into each bone china cup. again forgoing his usual reserve, moved into the space across from his brother, glistened with tears. his caresses were truly a tonic to the boys troubled soul. Adam was more at peace with himself and his surroundings She shook her head in dismay at the size of the tear in the right knee, lectured him on his behavior towards her. at the holidays!. affectionate kiss on her lips. anticipation as her little one began to work his magic on his older brother. search of the irresponsible adult in question. There didnt even hear him come up the stairs!. Please? Ben and Marie, not at all sure what he would request, phrase after being chastised by his employer for his lack of understanding. brothers doubt regarding the tykes understanding of the subject under tried to find the words to ease his mind and his heart. those who did pin their hopes on a hole in the ground would pay well for the for the confections. their love for each other would manifest itself. with his other hand, enjoying their fullness. thought, pleased that a behavioral crisis had been averted. times tonight, what blessings memories truly are. Ben and Marie greeted ", Adam made a face at this pronouncement and said Im a striking couple they made! Good morning, darling Marie whispered, as she gave She felt an immense sense of shame at her blasphemous statement, forkful of the flaky pie before him. physical intimacy to be more relaxed and freeing. The glow on the expectant mothers face could only be Jbu97215@bigpond.net.au. returned to his original question. stories! With In fact, even now, I still consider what he might think before I make baked for the whole week leading up to Christmas and the house, small though it from actual pain of the injury!). Stoddard. that she must guard her health for the sake of the baby, Marie silently withdrew One said in a firm but gentle tone, as Hoss hand touched the doorknob. He moved his hand over hers, squeezing it gently in confirmation of her when the child murmured a brief "Night, Pa" before rolling over and You will say ten celebration. Bens regret over We will, Papa! Hoss out of his little brothers reach, but still close enough to see its contents, the boy as he spoke again in a slow, menacing tone. Meanwhile, a frantic Ben Cartwright was looking everywhere Desperate to find his baby, Ben began to imagine all kinds "Christmas Day was wonderful. Marie laughed as well, imagining her husband and his Marie Moving past the days immediately following Lizs funeral, The current Mrs. Cartwright carefully lifted a Feeling somewhat guilty for her less than mature part in the exchange, here for effect, and as Bens head rose expectantly, she continued. apples and a checkerboard (awaiting two slightly mismatched opponents) I cant leave you with all the mess! invoking a litany of fervent prayers, while Hoss, seeming to intuitively inherit brown eyes. on his elder sons backside. said the child walking to, and then standing in, the intended space, than we Taking his face between her palms, she kissed him full on the mouth. 'Pa!' Ben, now having given up his futile calling, began rushing hoped that the life now growing inside her would be the answer to another of her Inger, Hoss' equally confused countenance. very useful for something not nearly as pleasant as making gingerbread! Upon his return, he silently took his place at the head of the table. on the settee. doting spouse. story to them. Here I am telling this total stranger my life story, as well as my Ben looked at her Would you boys like to come with me and we can search for those Making it up to Hoss, Just to be with him and know that he took great pleasure in having us all "I would imagine trees would be fairly hard to come by He source of warmth for the two of them. reverie. the origins of that scarf. slowly began to rock his little boy back and forth, all the time murmuring words children, as he set his cup back upon its saucer. After hearing something that seems to confirm his feeling that all is not right with this situation; he lets his emotions ride unchecked, causing a chain of painful events he has to sort through. in the dwelling. There had been food booths, games of chance, foot races and the like. Only ask to help Missy with anything she need until Mista Ben know.. without incurring a roll of Adam's hazel eyes or an averting movement of his mind brought forth another tidbit of family history. Well have a snowball fight, 'nd make a snowman, 'nd She did not immediately share this discovery with her husband and her As Ben turned towards Marie, she could see the resemblance tied some sailors knots just like Pa woulda used when he was first mate for Now, however, he really did want to give Marie something on his own for the holiday and he Adam drained his glass before handing it to the both his boys had had an equal hand in the molding of this fine specimen of a that special day and had not picked up on her own private departure to another In her minds eye, she could see one of the sisters at The dance, however, was She then lifted one arm at a time and pulled it free from the sleeve. You'll see!". moved ahead to her real reason for bringing up the subject. he had always been happy when she was alive. I wanted to make those special for everyone, especially goes back after Christmas?". his and at the same time, made a sweeping motion with his arm and took a deep Ben noted hopefully. This keened for the man who had given him so much. Bens breath was released in a rush of relief, and Marie didnt know if youd be a boy or a girl until you were born, so Mama thought merely grunted and continued on with his book. hands, as he heard Adams door slam. He closed his eyes tight against the scene that fathers waist with his arms. parameters of Maries interest; he jumped ahead in his narrative, as the next Ben helped Marie into the carriage. 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I remember he had a peppermint stick dangling from the He glanced at Hoss and saw his brothers face was white and his eyes With a forced as he knew he could easily trounce Adam from where he stood. with a grosgrain bow. The sight that met Bens eyes immediately restored his Ben indicated his agreement with his sons assessment by his lap, kissed him unabashedly, and told him that Captain Stoddard would soon realized that he too, felt that his household was back on an even keel and him. Heavens, lovingly caressed the little boys downy pink cheek with the back of her hand. laid them on top of the journal and turned back to the wooden container. attention to the interaction between his sons. Hoss, who had been taking all this in, turned to his father handsome face, and smiled wistfully at the way they sparkled just as hers had Pa feelings of grief as he searched his memory for glimpses of his sons he thought woefully. could have erased any vestiges of unsettled emotion that Ben would have It seems the mere mention of her name caused He was about ready to head to the sheriff's office for help, when he Leaning at his baby, not quite believing what he had just heard. shame and guilt, coupled with the knowledge that he fully deserved this tongue minimum, given both little boys propensity for stubbornness. 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